You ever get that feeling that you think life's not fair...no, you KNOW its not fair. Thats kinda how i feel about drawing, it seems when i draw regularly i get my crappy days where i can't draw for shit. Then when i go months without drawing the first thing i draw turns out to be the BEST DAMN DRAWING EVAR! it really shits me...it really does, practise makes perfect huh? Well practise seems to make me im-perfect...actually practise makes me crap...no practise seems to make me a better artist...I fn hate how that works...isn't things like that screwed up? Isn't life screwed up? Yeah life itself is pretty screwed up when you think about it...think REAL hard...YEP! there it is, you've just realised something ridiculous thats happened in your life that you thought was unfair, contradictory or just plain screwed up, its those incidents that go against those particularly popular, common and seemingly wise saying that throw you right off course and make you think WTF?! Am i right?
Well anyways you havent seen THIS side of me before huh?
Yeah I LOVE writing like this cauz...well...i dunno why i guess its because ITS JUST SO ME!
Anyways, i'm sure to have another amazingly interestingly philosohpically insightful brain wave soon, so you can all sit in your chairs, stare at your computer screen and wonder WTF is with life and all its damn condtradictions! Yes thats what i want...you to be like me! Just Like Me! someone who sits at home thinks about their life, and how much they can never win at "the game" whatever the hell that is and who would rather watch someone else play the fun "game" that is life, get their ass kicked and watch them get dizzy and fall over, only to stand back up and do it all over again! Yep that person watching and probably laughing is most likely me...cauz laughing is the best kinda medicine... it usually helps if you take it with a few cigarettes or a few glasses of wine...just to mellow you out! Thats all! MELLOW YELLOW!
Anyways enough of a rant...I could do this all day and probably would if i got paid for it...but i dont...so i'll stop now. Laters stay tuned!